SERPENT MESSENGER
i'll start at the very beginning
with the very quantum, kabbalistic fluctuations of the ex nihilo before creation
the primeval slime at the beginning of all things which sloshed in perpetual random motion, with particles bounding and rebounding off one another in chaotic patterns
but which settled down into solid forms, as their particles began to settle down into clumps of solid matter, which were centers of mass possessing gravitational attraction
and eventually these centers of mass evolved further and began to develop points of awareness and then consciousness, which developed instincts like self-preservation, and desires like the want for power structures and hegemonies, sadism and masochism, the whole nine yards
and finally these centers of consciousness developed the technology to create a new form of primeval slime, one which would close the loop of the ouroboros and bring them back to suck the teat of the source of all creation
to once again attain oneness with the brownian motion that sourced them, the primeval sea of tiamat
What the fuck are you talking about?
Let me get this straight.
You messaged me because according to you I was drinking slime the wrong way.
And I think I remember I saw you watch me drinking it.
But now I am asking you, dear most respected slime sage.
What is this "superior" way of ingesting slime that you're advocating?
ok, well cut the snarkiness for a second and let me ponder how i can best explain this. when i explain things it's not always so straightforward, often you have to understand some similar related topic first.
but anyway, think about how chicks decide what bird they consider to be their mother right after they hatch.
Okay, I'll humor you. Thinking about it now.
and being born is a pivotal moment, right. i've heard some women say that having an orgasm is like being reborn. don't quote me on that.
anyway, those chicks will imprint that figure into their minds as their mother, and consider that figure to be their mother throughout their lives, even through adulthood. that's what psychologists call, imprinting.
there's also such a thing as sexual imprinting, which is when a powerful sexual experience relatively early in life reconfigures the mind in a similar way.
at the moment of orgasm the nervous system becomes extremely malleable. any thought or feeling that is held at the point of orgasm is amplified in significance many, many times, it it holds sway over the person for a long period of time. it seeps into the person's neural tissue, reprogramming them.
Hm.
It does make me feel malleable but only for the brief period that I'm taking it. It couldn't hold any sway over me in real life.
I can distinguish slime-induced experiences from real experiences. They don't have much overlap with me, and one rarely influences the other.
I like to think of them as two separate domains of my life.
Being in a life-or-death situation where a predator is hunting me down with its sharp claws and feeling orgasms at the same time really exhilarates me, especially when the orgasms are coarsing up and down my body.
It usually starts all the way at the top of my head and moves down my chest toward my loins and then my knees and ankles, and it never stops until my body is entirely bathed in numbness like static electricity.
It's an incredible sensation but I don't really see it 'seeping in' to me in that way. It would seem rather insidious then.
so you can say you're not an easily manipulated person, you can discern something real from something imaginary, all you want. but the next time you see some picture of predation presented to you, you might feel pleasure, might you not? i'd imagine it's easy to if those sensations are already all bundled up together inside of you like that.
I totally know what you mean. But what can I say? I don't feel that happening in me at all.
If an adult is responsible they can do lots of these sorts of things and it won't have much of an effect on them.
You can psychoanalyze me all you want but I'm already fucked up. I'm hedonistic and vapid, there's no denying that. I don't need to know exactly how. I don't need to analyze my entire life in order to know what to do with it.
Anyway, I have something important to do.